I sit and cry.. scared as I wait to be admitted.. so while I have phone I will talk to myself.. they dont know how long I will be here.. 2-7 days.. I just want ke back and dont want to be here on the planet.. I have no action just a feeling but I was honest with doctor on everything.. stupid me.. im not crazy.. sick but not crazy.. im having a panic attack as I sit.. crying.. alone.. probably hurting others im this way.