‘Scared to death

Scared shitless but what about to do is only rational unselfish choice..I feel ao defecti ce, damaged and unhuman. embarrased, ashamed, feel guilty and hopeless. I Know and hear there is no reason I need to feel that way or be sorry 😦 pray for something good.. I dont want to do this but cant be like this. Feel alone even when I know Im not.. ITS my own fault I dont want anyone here either seeing me break down completely.  They may keep me but I hope not. Flashbacks of this 18 YEARS AGO.. KNOW things have improvedd in medical industry. And all those times o f hearing Im unstable and need mental help.. well thank you.

Author: Dana Gidner-Kristal

perfectly imperfect

Spill your brains...

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