I hate it… A random post and thought that weighs on me. it puts me in a bad mood.. opening my eyes sees how my disorder did others and how leaving saved them.
I see the negativity insecurities.. self pity in those around me…. its around me.. on social media .. work…life.. and it brings out the negative in me.. I think this is why I am negative on myself.. when I know Im attrative I worry what others think of my looks.. Prejudice people, not all blacks, mexicans or asians are alike.. we didnt pick our color. Constant anger and rage.. contant cussing.. life should not be all sexual inuendos, trying to hit on and win over, stalkers I have, anger, hatred or control. im not any of that and its not attractive. We should only worry about ourselves and how we can become better. Its a constant battle.. I work on it daily. Today, I went and cleaned my grandmothers apartment it made me feel good. It worked on me to feel good.
people sometimes need to stop worrying about what others may think, say or do.. Its out of control .. what is in our control is ourselves. AND until we are perfect which we never will be then and only then shall we judge other.
A Little Corner of Sanity 