Pissed at him?

My therapist may get under my skin but for good reason. I told her all I can think is I don’t want to be here celebrating for dad, I want to be up ther with him because I need him. He’s the only one who ever knew how to really help me and love me.

The “first few holidays, bdays, anniversary, etc. are the worst. Ur dad already told u to “go back”. He’d be pissed as hell if u didnt listen to him. Go home. The weather is going to get bad!

First since hospital…when u needed him most. Pissed at him?

Me: Mad at dad… a little.. just don’t know why I couldn’t go be with him, why he sent me back.

Apparently u hv more work to do here…and what sucks is u may never be privy to it. Think about it. Instead of asking “why” ask “what”.

That goes back to self worth and a purpose neither of which I feel I have.

Like i said…u may never know. Read The Five People You’ll Meet in Heaven.

Author: Dana Gidner-Kristal

perfectly imperfect

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