Pissed at him?

My therapist may get under my skin but for good reason. I told her all I can think is I don’t want to be here celebrating for dad, I want to be up ther with him because I need him. He’s the only one who ever knew how to really help me and love me.

Therapist:
The “first few holidays, bdays, anniversary, etc. are the worst. Ur dad already told u to “go back”. He’d be pissed as hell if u didnt listen to him. Go home. The weather is going to get bad!

First since hospital…when u needed him most. Pissed at him?

Me: Mad at dad… a little.. just don’t know why I couldn’t go be with him, why he sent me back.

Therapist:
Apparently u hv more work to do here…and what sucks is u may never be privy to it. Think about it. Instead of asking “why” ask “what”.

Me:
That goes back to self worth and a purpose neither of which I feel I have.

Therapist:
Like i said…u may never know. Read The Five People You’ll Meet in Heaven.

Author: Dana Gidner-Kristal

perfectly imperfect

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