Pondering

If I feel like a disassociation is coming on is going for a drive or walk the best Idea? Yeah it keeps me away from things to cut bit if I daze out and don’t know where I am is it smart? I really hate this and wish there were answers yo that, the depression, the anxiety, the confusion. All of it. Feel like Im at a dead end here. Im not safe anywhere alone, or with someone. I feel so alone. Then yesterday has so much doubt in my gut i feel I’m gonna be sick. I hate lives of double standards. Think the cats the only one who gets it and he cant talk. i wish I could explain it all make everyone know my conditions, the severity, what I need from them. But it cant be put in words and I cant keep wearing the im okay mask

Author: Dana Gidner-Kristal

perfectly imperfect

Spill your brains...

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