So much I need to do but I can’t motivate myself. I sit in this bed and tell myself there are clothes in the dryer, clothes in the washer. I told myself last night I would get to the gym this morning. I forced myself to the shower, to get back in bed with the dog. I tell myself to at Least take my book to the living room and not hide out in the bedroom. As my stomach turns and my mind spins, I try to focus on reading… and then.. squirrel.. I hate this feeling and will be glad when I can get it all fixed. 😔
Another thought crossed my mind, maybe it’s that I don’t know how to slow down and in doing so, burning out possibly, I am feeling guilty also. I feel like I need to be doing so much and can’t at the moment. And that too sucks life out of me.