You try, you don’t try and all in the same you are just being who you are. Everything seems like a failure when you do it. At the end of the day all you want is everyone to feel happy and loved. At peace with the day and with all that’s going on, to do all you can to relieve others stress.
Its the way your wired. Problem is you are also wired to over think, over do and continue trying even when you feel you failed.
Look at the bright side as who you are. Enjoy your good qualities and know someway they are appreciated. And most of all try to stay out of your own head and your own way.
A Little Corner of Sanity 