And I am not talking Michigan or Lions football….
I will say this is the first year in 10. And I don’t mean in football. This is the first year in 10 that Thanksgiving did not completely mess with me and bring me down.
I missed dad but I was very mindful of my fiance and his job interviews and I did the driving to moms which helped.
It was just a random thought as I sat here actually relaxing on a Monday after work… then the stress kicked in and I was worried again, anxious again… but I was calm enough to come to terms with the holiday.
I hope Christmas, being Dads favorite holiday can be the same. He and kids were the reason I got through it. But I don’t want distractions, I want life and being as my dad was. I just haven’t been full on Christmas since I was 15. But him Here was christmas, I guess.