Meh..

So, what I would give to just be an the broader side of ‘normal’. I am tired. Tired of meds, tired of the side effects and just plain tired. Now the doctor wants me to do a consult to get approved for TMS. With my chemical imbalance and chronic depression things work for a while and then die off. I have found no good in being on nothing though and I am tired of trying something new or having something added or bumped up every few months for depression, anxiety, sleep, my thyroid, my migraines and everything else. I just want a break before I myself break.

I am not sure if I want to cry, scream or just hide.