If I could write a letter

It may end up more as a book, maybe that why I give him the texts daily, maybe thats why I drive him nuts in a bad way.. 🤣

If I could write him a letter showing my love, appreciation and all I wish he could see in life, maybe he would understand and read it every day until he does.

He’s my best friend, my partner and the one who has shown me so much of all I am, all that I have lost through the years, and all I am truly worth.

If I could write him a letter it would first say thank you. It wouldn’t say ‘I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you when I take your last name, I plan on doing so until told otherwise. It would say I plan to be by your side always and forever as long as you will have me. It would say I hope to take your last name with mine but understand if you see it different, but that I don’t plan to or want to go anywhere but here, but your happiness is the ultimate goal, with or without me.

If I could write him a letter, there is so much to say that I know actions speak louder but I’d hope the words were heard. It would explain how happy I am that in a relationship my voice has finally become just that.

If I could write him a letter it would thank him for loving me at my worst and understanding me at my best. For helping me feel comfortable to tell my embarrassing and blushing moments but being open without reserve. For, yes, being scared to share bur comfortable enough to do so without all the fear.

If I could write a letter would it alleven matter, I think not. For the only other most important man, protector and comfort I have ever felt was through my dad who taught me to relearn my laugh and smile, just as he has, and I can’t write him a letter either, but through him watching over me, he just has to see and I pray every second and in every breathe I take that both living and deceased see.

If I could write him a letter maybe all it would say is ‘watch me show you love’.

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